Retarded blog

2011-02-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year (:

I realise that this blog is so dam dead , i lazy want update last time lol , nt free to update this blog lol , hmmm , nw here i am updating this blog , mircale :D

Ohkay lets see ,

Hmmm , This yr has been a very qreat yr SO FAR ,
Everything was ohkay ,

For school ;
Its dam super stress , im exhausted already , can't imagine that , i am actually sec 4 now , and do eu knw wad does it means ? it means , its National Examination time , lol , -.-''
Nw sku so many so many test , hw i wish all the coursework are done nw , and we are left wif onli the last paper , i wan to be N Lvl free , SUPER DUPER STRESS , hais , nw i knw wad all my seniors has gone through , sec 4 the most stressing yr ...
Tired , very Tired ... :/

Ohkay , thats all for today , i am lazy to write more ,
i will try to update often if i hab the time .. (:
If nt , i will update after ' N ' . (:

ByeBye (:

2010-11-19T00:02:00.000-08:00

Konichiwa !

Long time nvr post , so hw's life evryone ?

My holiday sucks !!

Work Work Work !!!!!

Bt nvm :) ,

nice experience though , fun :)

Cant tahan ,

Wake up early , Start early , Finish late ,

Now i know why ppl always say ,

$$ hard to earn , :D

Bt the experience nice lah :D ,

Ohkay im lazy already ,

Bye ! update when i got my com back ! :)

2010-08-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

You think you're alone, but you're not the only one.
Alone, but happy.
What's it gonna take for you to leave me alone?
Why can't you just leave me alone - you're the reason I'm in so much pain.
It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone
Stand up for what you believe in even if it means standing alone.

Have been thinkin for a few days ,

This year didnt go smoothly for me ,

I have left my friend , i thought to myself , why did i did that?

Why did i make that decision , im seriously , unable to figure out wad happened to me ,

I get jealous over small things , i never listen or shld i say obey the rules ,

I am starting to think im having problems , but i cant tell anyone wad im goin throught bcoz i don wan them to worry for me , i always thought that im strong enough to solve all problems by myself im wrong , i realise that tellin someone wad im feelin makes mi feel better , but , i cant , i really cant

I don have the strenght to go on , im feelin useless , i feel that i have been very inmature ,

I really need a listenin ear , bt i don knw who to approach , i jus feel so helpless very very ,

Sometimes i ask myself , why am i so useless ? why cant i jus concentrate on one thing ?

School has nt been gd for mi either , TEACHERS have been very demanding , TEACHERS ain't wad other students always say , ' THEY ARE GOOD " i don think so , I wont name the teacher out , DO SHE EVEN UNDERSTAND MY PROBLEM NOW ? Other than SCOLDING ME , Wad else can you do ? Other than SHOUTING AT ME , Wad can you do ? Other than saying im useless , Wad can you do ? I give eu a suggestion , Take a knife and kill mi then , I have enough problems , why are teachers not understanding ? WHY ?WHY ? WHY ? i jus seriously need someone to tell me , This are nightmares , I seriously don knw wads goin on , Even teachers i say TEACHERS , tell mi im NOT A SUITABLE CHOICE . im seriously hurt very hurt , do you knw , i have been holdin back my tears ? Do you ? I seriously jus need someone to tell me , ' Syg , Everything is gonna be alrite , this are all temporary ' , Why cant teachers tell me that ? Other than SCOLDING ME , Showing me THAT FUCKIN FACE OF YOURS , Wad else can eu do ,

Sometimes i wonder , why must i get sad over that matter ?

Hais , i wan to quit school , it have been very hard for me , im very sad ,

I will not get upset over this matter , if TEACHERS think that im gd to bully , than go ahead bullying me , i have given up hope on myself ,

If you think im a ROTTEN APPLE ,

Im lazy to continue , im tired ,

I will continue Next TIME

So , thanks for wasting almost , 10-20mins of time reading this CRAPS ,

Bye ,

2010-07-20T05:09:00.001-07:00

HELLO !

Today i feel like updatin my blog so HERE I AM !

Hahas bt it will be short , Coz eu knw im lazy :D ,

Soon , i will be changin my URL , coz i think its too long , i will think of a shorter name :D ,

Ohkay so now i Ciao , Coz im lazy , :D

Ohkay , Anitink Find mi in FaceBOOK :D ,

BYE !

2010-07-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML !!!

Dam FML like seriously puhplease ,

Why must i be caught in between friendship ?

I jus wan to be who am i , bt why i cant ?

FML !

Guess wad , My fwens tend to leave mi when thy have their love ones , love as in R/S

So why shld i feel jealous or sumtink ?

Everytime thy are in R/S , Im so left out , Reali , Very left out , so , i guess , Tis term sku i have to be independent ,

Goin hm myself , Talkin to myself , playing wif myself ,

I have no choice , Speakin in ur own language is also another example ,

Dam ,

Jus so piss-ed off ,

LEAVE ME ALONE ! :'(

BYE !

treat it as im ranting ,

2010-07-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

Heylo BLOGGERS !

Hmmms , so wad shld i post bout ?

Idk wad to write bout ,

Mayb abt wad happened recently to me ?

Hmmmms ,

Tis Month been having WORLD CUP FEVER :D

hahas , btw , SPAIN WON ! YIPEEHA !! :D

Ohkay lah , actually i came to post bcoz i reali don wan my blog to rot :D

DAVID VILLA !! <3 !! TORRES !! <3 !! CRISTIANO RONALDO !! <3 !! LIONEL MESSI !! <3 !! KAKA !! <3 !! 

Hahas the rest i forgot how to spell :D ,

Ohkay , gtg !

TATA :D

2010-07-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello , Jus came and post , to keep my blog alive :)

Tis few days , or shld i say mth ?

Sometink happened to my family member,

My granduncle PASSED AWAY !

Its a very sad news for all us , and was busy runnin about , And been slpin very late ,

Didnt manage to go to sku bcoz of tis reason ,

Parents , Uncle's , Auntie's , Cousin's , all of us cried very badly , we miss him much ,

Whn i was told my granduncle passed away , i hold back my tears , coz i knw i can control , wads more thr is sku the nxt day , don wanna have panda eyes the nxt day , so i hold back my tear ,

Whn it is time to burnt my uncle body , we were told to say sumtink instructed by the priest ,

That time , WE CRIED VERY BADLY ! i cried very very very bad , my tears keep flowin , and i cant control , my brother cried too , so i think tis time its no joke ,

And nw i jus wanna concentrate on my studies , and that's that's ,

Ohkay , im lazy already , Bye ~

Ps :

Grand uncle , R.I.P , We will be living our life happily ,

eu too must :) , Althought my memories wif eu will vivid , Bt , i will always rmb eu :) ,

I LOVE YOU :)

2010-06-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

OMGAWD ! SCHOOL IS HERE !!!!!

Can we have do a survey from MOE that says ,

(Do singapore students want more HOLIDAYS ?)

Its like , JUNE HOLIDAY is aint enough !

Althought its kinda bored , BT BT !

Its better thn facing boring teachers EVERYDAY !

Omgawd ! i hate it ,

Once i heard my mum sayin , Have eu done ur homework ?

My head strts to hurt , COZ THAT ' HOMEWORK ' makes mi feel sick , WTF !!!!

Bt thn at least after a few weeks or more , END-OF-YEAR ,

Its like SO DAM FAST ? im so sick and tired of studyin , hw i wish i graduate and strt workin already ,

Books are my greatest fear nw , !!

Bt i promise my family work hard !!

My dad said , if i pass , And i make it to ITE ,

He will bring us to norway to visit my aunt !!

Its like OMGAWD ?! are eu serious ?

Ohkayohkay !! WORK HARD !!!

Ohkay imma lazy , Sku strtin , so i think , i wont have much time for my computer , and my blog ?

So i wanna apologize if i nvr update , UNDERSTAND Why , Put urself in my shoes :D

Ohkay till here , BYE ! LOVE YA BLOGGIE :) ,

2010-06-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Daddy's Day !

To My Beloved Daddy ;

Hey daddy ! i knw you will read tis ! :D ,

im here typin all bcoz of eu , im here typin , :D ,

Daddy i jus wanna wish eu a happy dad's day , thanks for lovin mi so much ,

Thanks for puttin up wif my 大小姐脾气 ,

Dad , im sry for makin eu angry sometimes ,

Thanks for buyin everything i wann !

I LOVE YOU DADDY ! HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY WIF THE PRESENT THE THREE OF US BROUGHT FOR YOU :D ! Love ya :)

Bye :D

2010-06-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS :)

Jus here to say hw m i tis few days ,

All i cn say is , i don knw wad happened to mi and i don knw why , im feelin very weird tis few days , All im thinkin rite inside my head is ,

Do True Fwens reali exist ?

Do Thy Reali Be Thr For Eu NO MATTER WHAT ?!

I don knw , Im very confuse , Seriously , Coz , Althought all of eu always saw my Happy side , Bt deep inside my Heart , Im thinkin , Am I REALLY YOUR ' FWEN ' ? Coz i don feel that im important whn im wif eu guys ? I feel that All those SH!TS ! that eu all told mi is FADING AWAY ! Everyone Seems to be TELLIN MI LIES ! BackStabbin , Betrayin Mi ! Im Very confuse , idkw , Ppl Lie to be wif fwens , Ppl jus don tend to be themselves whn thy are wif fwens who DON REALLY TREAT THEM LIKE FRIENDS !

Im Reali very very dissapoint in all of you , MY CLOSE FWENS , Are always makin mi feel that , im less important in their life , and wads important to them is , Being in a R/S . Comparin Themselves . Im jus seriously very sad nw , Im sad nw , BT NO ONE ! NT EVEN ONE ! know that im sad , All the lies eu guys told mi , You guys said , ' I be thr For eu no matter wad ' . Now , WHR THE HACK IS ALL OF EU ? WHR ? , I don knw , My trust in all my fwen is seriously FADING ! FADING ! Family Is INDEED important , Wifout My family i don think im wad im today , Bt most importantly , fwens .... I DON KNW I REALI DON KNW ! ITS LIKE ! Shooooooooooo .... Its like someone say in , ' Oh , Eu askin mi bout ur trust ? hmmms , i think i misplace it , i think i left in in the Drain , Go find it in the Drain , ' Or mayb its like , Eu gave thm sumtink reali important , sumtink that is very important to you , You gave it to thm , Coz eu trust thm too much , and in the end eu get the answer ' OHMYGOD ! i think i lost it ? Oh dear ! i think i left it in the dustbin ? in the drain ? in the taxi ? in the train ? in the hawker centre , or mayb my mum wash it together wif all the others clothes , ? ' . Its like whn eu hear tis , Ur heart is like , ' I TRUST EU SO MUCH ! And all eu cn tell mi is YOU LOST IT ? And SAY SORRY ? Its VERY VALUABLE TO ME ! BT I DON KNW EU , COZ THATS WAD MAKE OUR FWENSHIP STRONG ! AND NOW , ALL YOU CAN SAY TO ME IS , I LOST IT ? ..... Do you knw hw much it means to me ? If eu don like it , Give it back to me , Don throw it , i can keep it for memories , Jus don throw it and im happy , ' .... i knw hw much i say here , Nth helps , Coz no1 CARES ! NO ONE GIVE A SH!T BOUT IT ! All i wanna do NOW is do well For EOY ! And that's That's . I wan to go back to the time whn both my results and my fwen who are always REALLY thr for mi , ... I guess wadever i say or i do will changed anitink , coz nothing cn CHANGE UR MIND ! Nvm , No point typin so much and no1 understand , That's It for today post ,

BYE ! Pls don Taqqed if eu don really wan to taq , Coz i wan sincere taq , Nt jus a taq that makes mi happy by readin it , i seriously need COUSIN NOW ! EILEEN COUSIN ! I WANNA TALK TO YOU ! :( , I miss MARIA SUSAN HANSEN ! How i wish you are wif mi nw :( ...

Tata , i wont say take cares , Coz no1 cares ,

DO NOT VIEW MY BLOG IF YOU NOT HAPPY WIF MY BLOG , THN F*** OFF , coz eu are nt wanted in my blog , i don welcome ppl who are nt happy wif mi , ....

P.s ;

I seriously HATE LIARS ! SERIOUSLY ! AND i hate BACKSTABBERS ! LIAR ! AHHHH ! JUS F***in get out of my life ! ..........

!@@$!#%$#^^%&^&*&^@#@#@!^%%&^(*&(*#$^$@(*)^&*$^@# !!!!!!!
~~Idkwhat eu guys reali wan , Why are you guys FORCIN MI TO A CORNER ?~~

2010-06-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

HELLOHA !

Im back agn :) , hmmmms , i don knw wad to post about actually i jus came to say I WAN TO KEEP MY BLOG ALIVE !

Bt im kind of lazy uh ! , so mayb if i gt wad topic to write bout rite , i straight away come and write kay :D ,

Btw , today have fun in the arcade wif my sis ! even thought some games i KEEP winnin her :D

Ohkay , wanna go nw , i wanna see my show :D , HAHAS !

TATA ~ !!!

LOVE YOU MUCH IRIN GOH AND LOVIE LIU ! LAST BT NT LEAST ! KAK ! :D

2010-06-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO !!

No PEEKTURES today :) ,

Hmmmms , didnt update rite , coz im lazy , hahas ,

Its a HI-Bye POST !! :)

HELLO !

BYE !!!

Kak Riinah :

Kak , eu knw i knw , nobody's knw , ALL THE KAYPO'S !

SHOOSH OFF ! :D

再见。不要想我！！

我最讨厌不知秀耻的人！

ｅｘａｍｐｌｅ　；

金鱼　！　

ｕｇｌｙ　ｄｕｃｋｌｉｎｇ　！

好了现在我要走了

拜拜！！

2010-05-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO :) ,

Im back to post once agn :) ,

yesterday , was so fun ! went to sentosa wif family :) , i like it , have lotsa fun ! :) ,

took lots of pichas , bt i lazy wanna post today , mayb after prefects camp kap ? coz nw no mood wanna put pichas :D

bt i promise i will put kay :) ,

hahas , btw , i jus came to post coz , i wanna tell everyone i treasure the one i love very much , as eu cn see , the pic above , is jus for my loves , one of thm are ,

SARINAH KAK ! ALAN DIDI ! RAJES SIS ! LILY SYG ! HAZIRAH LOVE ! KRIZIA PRETTAY ! NOT FORGETTIN MY FAMILY :) , I HOPE EU GUYS LIKE :) ,

Hope eu guys hab a nice and swit JUNE holiday :) , love ya guys :) ,

Tata :) ,

2010-05-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

Hello :D ,

Im back :D ,

im back to post bout yesterday :D

27may2010:

Yesterday , in the morning as per normal , say pledge and sang national song and sku song

After that went back cls , i forgot wad we did , oh , we watch ipman :D , Nice , 叶问 about kungfu wan , Nice :D ,

thn after that recess , ate wif rajini , love , and syg :) , hahas , thn do duty ,

After that mdm koh celebration cum retirement , MDM KOH ! ALL THE BEST IN UR LIFE (: GOD BLESS EU :) , im sure our sku so gonna miss mdm koh much , :)

After that after sku , BEST !!

Slack wif kak and rose , hahas , thn we buy bubble tea and kak blanja mi ramly burger , THANKSKAK (: , LOVE EU MUCH ! hahas , thn we ate at sumwhr , hahas , our secret place , hahas , no its nt baby toilet :D , EU ARE WRONG ! hahas , have lots of fun thr :D , kak knw why uh :D

After that mi and kak send rose , its like FINALLY ! i and kak gt free time , no1 to stop us from gossipin :D

we gossip so much , i guess yesterday lots of ppl nose is itchy , hahas , coz we gossip so much fun uh ! thn after that mi and kak make new fwen :D , A dvd shop sales girl , hahas , so funni , mi and kak jus want to go and walk walk thn she come to us and strt talkin non-stop , mi and kak cnt tahan , hahas , we will like ' hurry up hurry up ' hahas , thn she show us superjunior video , idkw , hahas , thn im thinkin hurry finish hurry finish , thn lucky gt one lady save us , by dropin a cd , hahas , thn we all shocked , hahas , mi and kak save that wan our saver ! coz she save us from the sales girl awful singing , :D , hahas , thn she keep talk , non-stop , mi and kak was like oh , thn laugh , hahas , kak yesterday fun uh ! :D

Thn went to popular wait for my mum , we walk walk and thn at popular we gossip plenty , like wad kak say in her blog , we gossip like nobody's business in the popular , hahas , funni ! thn we saw lots of makrape , is tis hw eu spell makrape kak ? hahas , thn after that we slack slack , and thn talk talk , gossip gossip , hahas , so fun ! thn after that i send kak to interchange thn we doin our handshake , thn kak board the bus , and thn i went to find my mum , thn after that ,

Daddy came , so we went for dinner , thn we went hm , have lots of fun yesterday , daddy is happy wif my results , EXCEPT ! my maths :D . he ask mi to study hard , :D , Eye do better :D , i promise my daddy i will , :D , so went hm , bathe , wash face , facial , thn went to slp ,

Today morning , woke up , recieve kak msg , coz yesterday didnt reply , SRY MUCH KAK! after that , mum cook fried rice for us , thn daddy came fetch us go buy things , after that , here im , bloggin all bout yesterday and today :D , ohkay , i promise i will update b4 i go for my prefects camp kay ? :) .

Bye readers !

Tata :) , Happy holidays :) ,

AND happy VESAK day :) ,

Take cares all :)

2010-05-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

grab it from kak (: Love it (:

Hello !

How are eu guys today ?

Im fine , jus a little bit tired ,

And i sprain my spine ,

It seriously hurts , ask mum to bring mi see doc , scare ltr spine gt problem so went to see ,

After that ,

SPORTS CARNIVAL IS FINALLY OVER !

Its so dam fun puhplease , jus that in my grp THERE ARE TWO DUMB TALLERS !

Thy know that the other grp members are short , and yet thy throw so high -.-''

Me and Arjun was like , WTF ? Throw so high for wad ? Eu knw we so short already !

Yucks ! alamak , bt nvm , mi and arjun have fun coz we hab fun hahas (:

Okay , im goin nw , i wanna continue chattin wif kak (:

Update agn tml (:

P.S ;

Tml gt meetin wif grp members (:

2010-05-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO !!

Im back (:

Today is a crazy day , hahas , very stress ,

Today had meetin wif april ,

Stress uh ,

Now i needa think of rules and regulation for the game ,

And i hab to make a timetable for the food time , so i will update soon ?

Bye (:

Update soon (:

2010-05-19T05:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:

Im bk ! Its like FINALLY ?

Hahas , i knw eu guys miss mi (:

New blogskin (:

And i hope that i will be able to update (:

Sometimes imma lazy to update so i will nt ,

Bt i will try my bery best to update (;

Love's Eu guys are linked (:

Ohkay , i needa go do other things ,

update agn soon (:

Stay tune for the nxt update (:

Till thn ,

Iris aka Retard(:

2010-03-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

i think my blog is so gonna close for the time being , Coz imma lazy to update :D .

bt i will reopen it once i feel like it :)

Ohya ,

I OFFICALLY HEREBY DECLARE THAT MY BLOG WILL BE CLOSE FOR MAINTENANCE .

CAUSE MY FREAKIN BLOG IS SO DAM DEAD :D

WILL REOPEN IT SOON :)

STAY TUNE :)

2010-03-12T06:19:00.000-08:00

Hello ,

How i wish time could stop at 4plus in the evening jus nw ,

He said bye to me ,

Cool rite ?

Bt wif clement ,

Ilovehim !

I don knw why ,

He knws that i like him , And i don knw wads his reply .

I wanna knw ,

Are we able to be cpl's ?

I don think so ,

Im bored ,

That's why im crappin ,

Hahas , :D

2010-03-06T05:52:00.001-08:00

hais .

So many things happened lately ,

haish , don knw wanna post bout it on9 or ?

I don knw wad i shld do ,

I don wanna lost a brother bcoz of tis ,

I knw im in the wrong for not tellin eu the truth ,

Bt i hab already apologize plenty of time ,

Wad do you wan mi to do ?

i wanna knw if whether you are still gonna be my brother ?

or are eu goin call this sbr off ,

i don knw ,

I wanna knw the answer ,

Bt do eu care ?

I knw i hurt eu ,

Im sry , im reali sry ,

I wanna forget the date : 050310 !

I wanna ,

Its a kinda sad date ,

I wanna forget it ,

Cn i end my life ?

2010-02-27T01:46:00.000-08:00

Helloha ~

im back agn

Hmmms ,

Lots of things happened in sku ,

Dam tired ,

Hahas ,

Gt eye bag le ,

im veryvery lazy to Post lol ,

Will post whn i hab the mood ,

Extras ;

Im sick and tired of you already ,

Go away puhlease`

Get out of my lyfe `

Stop tellin me that you like alan `
I DON GIVE A DAM `

You like alan ,Thn stead lah , Don keep askin mi guess `

I don like guessin game , `

JUST SHUP UP WILL YOU ?!

Additionals ;

i wont be linkin ppl , im sick and tired of it already ,

if you reali wanna be link ,

Taq mi thn ,

2010-02-27T01:37:00.001-08:00

I will be using tis blog temporary ~

Main blog suxs ,

Blogger keep reject mi =/=''

:) .

So stay tune to this blog :D

2009-03-27T01:52:00.000-07:00

Boi ,

Eu knw wad ?

Everytime i c eu wif other girls ,

IM SO DAM JEALOUS ~

As in angry ,

Bt thn i knw tt , Among the sec2 malays boi ~

Eu are the first handsome one ,
Second ( _ _ _ _ _ )

Bt , ,

Cn eu like BLOODY HELL GET OUT OF MY FKIN LIFE !!

I reali don knw y i like eu so much ~

I reali wanna hate eu . . .

Y izzit so hard tis time ?

I reali don understand ,

All i wanna do nw is concentrate on MY BLODDY STUDIES ~

Bcoz of eu my studies DEPROVE !

Nt all bcoz of eu ~

IM SO DAM STRESSED UP !

First SYF ?!
Second EU ?!

I REALI HATE IT LAH !

Some1 pls tell mi hw cn i get him outta of my head ?!

IHATEU !

B!TCH !

Eu suxs kay ?!

2008-11-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

SHUT THE F**K UP !

I hate eu 4 tellin lies ,
I hate eu 4 hurtin ppl hearts ,
I hate eu bcoz eu r always tinkin tt fwen r nt important !

I HATE EU !
I WONT LISTEN TO UR RUBBISH ANIMORE ! NO MORE .

I MEAN IT ,

NO MORE

No matter hw eu beg mi , i will nt gib in tis time .

So get outta my life !

And F**K OFF !

BASTARD !

( Nt in the mood of anitink )

All eu told mi r lies , i hate eu , i reali do ,
i hate eu , so stop buggin mi ! and i reali mean it ! .
i cnt stand the way eu look at ppl wif ur bloody eyes .
SO FK OFF !

2008-11-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

Cr8 tis blog oso dun knw 4 wad X:

4 fun i tink X:

okay oaky =)

Im bored !

Im so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so BORED !!

OKay okay !

tired liao dun knw wad to post =) post pic bah =)

ツ i will post my baby brother pic =)

Kay tts all =)

BBye =)